Just in case I am not blogging for the next few days, here's me wishing everyone in advance, a Happy New Year, and may 2010 brings you lots of happiness and good health. For me, I want wealth. Haha.... Cheers~

Perhaps I won't be spending New Year's eve and New Year alone. There are plans in the making but nothing is finalised yet, well, not at this present moment. Perhaps, there really is a glimmer of hope?

Whatever it is, I hope this new year would signify something special, something better. So get lost, lousy 2009!

Kind of a day spoilt! And as usual, I was alone for most of the day. Nothing's new actually, it happens to me very often, so much so that I have gotten used to this, it is like a part of me, a part of my life.

Went to the beach and the place reminds me of a significant period of my life, with a significant someone. Met that person years ago..... she was still little and I was still youthful. We had lots of fun at the beach and it was really, really memorable. Many meetings and encounters occurred years later, but many chances were wasted. What is left behind today are memories, not just memories, but memories I will never forget, probably till my last breath.

Crispy egg-mayo sandwich with salad.
Yummy banana.

Christmas was , well.... a yawnz? Anyway, I failed in both attempts at getting into a church. Once, was a midnite mass at Holy Spirit, the second was on X'mas morning at Salvation Army. I made a U-turn and went for breakfast instead. Haha.... I find it so difficult just stepping into a church. Maybe I am too evil? Yea, probably.

It is less than an hr before X'mas and I am already at home. I am not interested in whatever countdown.... in fact, I think it is kind of lame. Yea, maybe I do not know how to have fun, but if that is the idea of fun, count me out.

Anyway, I had a Christmas eve dinner with S and it was pretty fun. Initially, I had thought that it would just be me, myself. However, I was gladly wrong. :) We even sat along Orchard Road and watched people walk past. Was kind of fun as some people looked really weird. Anyway, Orchard Rd was congested with human traffic. As for dinner, it was pretty simple, and I like it at Sukodo. I like the theme concept of the restaurant, so much that I even applied the membership card just now. Having the card would mean that I shall be eating there more often. Yeah..... oops, I almost forgotten, the dieting bet between HX and I are not over yet and that means I still need to watch what I eat.

By the way, I am supposed to be at church now. SO invited me to join her, her godma, and her church friends at Holy Spirit. But, I felt really "extra". I mean, I do not know anyone except SO. Besides, she need to entertain and mix around with her friends too. Thinking that I would probably be left out, a feeling that I really loathe, I decided to stay at home instead.

EL also asked me to go to her church tomorrow. I am kind of tempted as their concept seems rather unusual and I must admit my curiosity has been aroused. Moreover, she claimed that she has no one to go with as well.....hm..... I wonder if she is telling the truth or is that a ploy to get me there. I don't really know actually, unless I go of course. Seriously, I am not sure if I will be going.... let's see how things develop.

Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS ! ! !

Here's me, Nicholas, wishing all bloggers, readers, students and friends a Merry Christmas and may the festive season be joyous and magical.

Cheers!

Yeah, I think perhaps I should not live in the shadow of the past. What is not meant to be, is not meant to be. Not point holding onto something so indefinite.

Christmas is just 2 days away, and I have absolutely no plans at all. Sad eh? I have been invited to church though, but the mind is weak..... so probably not. Seriously, I think it is going to be a quiet one this year.

Silent night?

Some things never change,

What an adorable baby. Bryan is sooooooooooo cute...... I feel like carrying him. :S

Sharon and hubby must be really proud of him. Yes, they are.

Had a good, long chat with Sharon via msn last night, chatted till 1.30 a.m.. I don't know what I was and still am thinking, but many thoughts are running through my mind. There were so many "What ifs".

Good to reminisce , good to keep in touch.... recollecting the years gone by, opportunities that were squandered. Haizzz.....

Somethings never change...... some feelings never change too....... but perhaps it is a little too late. But still...... it will never change. When should a person let go? Never I guess.

Don't know what I am blogging about? Well, it doesn't matter..... best that you don't know.

Some things never change.

Left the office at 12 plus and decided to walk all the way to Parkway Parade to do some Christmas shopping. I needed the exercise anyway, having eaten more than I should the day before. Anyway, I made it alive at Parkway at around 2 plus.

Shopped throughout the complex for CL and her sis. These two are my precious, so I must get for them something. Also got some some for EP and HX.... actually, I am not really good at shopping for others, just hopw they will like what I have gotten for them. I got something for myself too.... but not telling what that is coz some people will say that I am wasting money again.

As for food, I ate "lor mee" at Banquet and after that at around 7, had Iced blended Macha and biscotti at Coffee Bean. I sorted out the gifts there, and also removed the price tags..... I shall wrap it at the office tomorrow.... trust me, my wrapping skill sucks.

After today, I am so broke now. Sighz.... well, it is the spirit of X'mas and I suppose I cannot be stingy, huh?